[originally written Wednesday morning, 1am]
Today was a really long and tiring day. But I feel like there's something missing that I still have to do (apart from exercising, haha!) ; and I can't really figure out what it is, so I guess I'll exhaust that 'missing' thing through venting out in my trusty blog. This might be really random, I can jump from one topic to another--here it goes!
One of the things that I highly value is my parents' trust, but in my case, since I live with my mom, my mom's trust. It feels so good when you arrive home and you know that she doesn't suspect you of any mischief because she trusts you and she knows you're telling the truth. Not because you're good at sneaking out, but because you keep your conduct well enough to earn the trust of your parents. And for me, I'm willing to give up activities that will in case, compromise that trust. I don't know with you guys, but I hope you also value your parents' trust. =)
At school, we had a film showing today about the Deaf and Mute in the Philippines and their present situation. It kind of inspired me to learn to be able to interpret sign language into spoken and vice versa. I think that this will be an advantage for me as a future SP if I want to improve my service, especially to the deaf and mute.
I'm feeling kind of disheartened right now. I feel like based on what's happening, I'm seeing reality face to face. I'm seeing some people stumble, and it makes me sad. Although it's making me upset, I have to be strong and stand firm for what I believe in even if it makes me look stupid, innocent, underdog, and "baduy".
Many people might think that I'm missing out on a lot of fun because I don't do things that a typical teenager does like drinking, partying, smoking, having short-term relationships, and the like. I have always wondered what it's like to be on the other side, to be in the mainstream, to join the bandwagon; but it seems that every time I get a little taste of it, I still feel a hint of emptiness, of a void that I know only God can fill.
That is why at the end of the day, it is only Him that I trust, that when every thing seems to be falling apart, He is always consistent. =]
Today was a really long and tiring day. But I feel like there's something missing that I still have to do (apart from exercising, haha!) ; and I can't really figure out what it is, so I guess I'll exhaust that 'missing' thing through venting out in my trusty blog. This might be really random, I can jump from one topic to another--here it goes!
One of the things that I highly value is my parents' trust, but in my case, since I live with my mom, my mom's trust. It feels so good when you arrive home and you know that she doesn't suspect you of any mischief because she trusts you and she knows you're telling the truth. Not because you're good at sneaking out, but because you keep your conduct well enough to earn the trust of your parents. And for me, I'm willing to give up activities that will in case, compromise that trust. I don't know with you guys, but I hope you also value your parents' trust. =)
At school, we had a film showing today about the Deaf and Mute in the Philippines and their present situation. It kind of inspired me to learn to be able to interpret sign language into spoken and vice versa. I think that this will be an advantage for me as a future SP if I want to improve my service, especially to the deaf and mute.
I'm feeling kind of disheartened right now. I feel like based on what's happening, I'm seeing reality face to face. I'm seeing some people stumble, and it makes me sad. Although it's making me upset, I have to be strong and stand firm for what I believe in even if it makes me look stupid, innocent, underdog, and "baduy".
Many people might think that I'm missing out on a lot of fun because I don't do things that a typical teenager does like drinking, partying, smoking, having short-term relationships, and the like. I have always wondered what it's like to be on the other side, to be in the mainstream, to join the bandwagon; but it seems that every time I get a little taste of it, I still feel a hint of emptiness, of a void that I know only God can fill.
That is why at the end of the day, it is only Him that I trust, that when every thing seems to be falling apart, He is always consistent. =]
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