Dear Friend.

Since I don't have the courage and emotional capacity to tell you this and I don't want you to see this as a negative confrontation, I would leave it up to chances but most especially His will that you'll come across this entry. We already talked about this, but.

I still can't get over you stumbling with that sin that I thought you would never go back into. You might think that I don't have the right to tell you this because I myself struggle with my own kinds of sins, but you were the one who told me we should be accountable for each other, right? =)

So, wala lang. =( It just made me so sad that you did not let me know that you needed help, that you were being led to temptations, that you were still struggling. I also felt sad that I had to ask you, that you did not tell me soon enough. Not that you needed to tell me every thing, but you told me once that if you do share it to others whom you know can be trusted, you can be more aware of it and the more you can fight it.

I felt so confident pa naman. It's just that the impression you gave me was that you despised it and wanted redemption. And it struck me now that it still happened to you.

And it scares me to think that you'll once again face the consequences of your actions, another kind of sin that I believe would bring me the worst possible kind of guilt I could only imagine if that were to happen to me. Just imagining it is scary enough, what more if I were to face the same situation? =(

Or to you, can you imagine experiencing the same consequence, all over again? I don't want that to happen to you once more.

I care for you. So please help me be accountable to you by helping yourself. I hope that you won't be discouraged to disclose such kinds of things to me, because I feel honored to be trusted with such matters. I will do my best to help you as well.

But most of all, do this for God. Kill that old self and live the life He has willed you to pursue.=)

"I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us." Philippians 3:13-14 (NLT) ♥

Take care always!

-Geline.:3