It's hard for me to get by people who become my close friends; how much more when it comes to guys. I think I have a weird "real personality"; the kind of personality that is truly me when you take off all my social facades and formalities.
I'm having some sort of low self-esteem right now because I feel like everyone out there is happy and contented and seem to have gotten what they wanted. At the back of my head, it's like I'm saying, "Edi kayo na masaya!" Hahaha. Although I'm not bitter and I can stand being independent, sometimes I just see myself as someone who has set peculiar standards that even I don't know of.
It's some sort of deep connection, randomness, and a peculiar humor. It's some sort of smartness, an aspect of maturity and a little immaturity, naughtiness. It's some sort of being natural, careless, being intelligent, insightful, expressive, and virtuous. It's some sort of being thoughtful, loving, caring, in a surprising kind of way. BASTA! I don't even know what the heck I am talking about already.
It's like, when I do find it, I know it's there. I did find it in some people I met and known along the way, but now is too early to say that what I want right now is what I would still want in the future.
Soul brother, where art thou?
I'm having some sort of low self-esteem right now because I feel like everyone out there is happy and contented and seem to have gotten what they wanted. At the back of my head, it's like I'm saying, "Edi kayo na masaya!" Hahaha. Although I'm not bitter and I can stand being independent, sometimes I just see myself as someone who has set peculiar standards that even I don't know of.
It's some sort of deep connection, randomness, and a peculiar humor. It's some sort of smartness, an aspect of maturity and a little immaturity, naughtiness. It's some sort of being natural, careless, being intelligent, insightful, expressive, and virtuous. It's some sort of being thoughtful, loving, caring, in a surprising kind of way. BASTA! I don't even know what the heck I am talking about already.
It's like, when I do find it, I know it's there. I did find it in some people I met and known along the way, but now is too early to say that what I want right now is what I would still want in the future.
Soul brother, where art thou?
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