Study break

Since I'm in a study break and I'm not in the mood to create a profoundly sensible blog post, I decided to write here whatever pops into my mind (in bulleted sentences form)

- I decided that it would be a good habit to buy magazines from Booksale, you know, the 50-peso old issues. Reading teen magazines make me happy.

- I'm starting to read the Bible again in one year. It's surprising how I read things that I never saw before in the first time I read it. It's good spiritual input. :)

- I really miss my pets. I really miss Choco, and the faint smell he leaves in front of our house. I miss the look of his eyes whenever I leave for school. I miss his annoying yelping at night when I prepare his food. I really miss him. I miss Milo. I miss how he stays in our doormat when I let him enter inside our house. I miss the lazy look in his eyes. I MISS THEM. Thinking about them makes me sad and happy at the same time. Hay.

- My head hurts.

- I want all my things to be cute, especially my handbag essentials, accessories, and school stuff. Making my stuff cute helps me to feel positive about things and motivates me to do the things I need to do. I don't know if it makes sense to you but it does to me. :-3

- The closest I got to dying was the time where I almost drowned in a pool with my best friend. I still can't forget that feeling. Hahah.

- I was thinking of good qualities of an ideal guy and I realized that I want a good listener. Someone who doesn't just say "hahaha" or "ahh" when I say something. I want someone who doesn't just hear, I want someone who listens. Someone who's genuinely interested with my life, including all the little things that may seem irrelevant--because that's how I take interest in a person as well. But of course, he has to be funny. That's also one of my non-negotiables. Heheh.

- The "N" in my Nokia phone is missing! Someone help me find it please.:(

- I really want to keep a pet bunny. I'm envious of my cousins because they get to keep one at their home. I keep telling my mom that I can take care of it but she's worried that I can't keep it any longer because I'll be staying in a dorm next year. :

- To bang or not to bang? It's been weeks since I cut my bangs and I'm thinking about making it disappear (letting it become long), you know, for a change of style naman. But I don't know if it suits me, I've had bangs ever since I entered college. Haha. I'll make it long and I'll see.

- I don't know what to do anymore. I can't bring myself to study. Arghh.

- I'm the type of girl who doesn't dwell on issues. I used to be a very emotional person in high school. I remembered how I used to be and now I hate it. I feel so stupid. Haha. The only good thing that was left out of that memory were really nice, angsty writings which made me go "wow.. I never thought I could write that!" But now, ever since an incident that happened last year (which included major backbiting and slandering from other people), I decided to make myself as unvulnerable as possible, and not to wear my heart on my sleeve. Experiences really do teach you something.

- I'm craving for a warm, soft pizza and ice cold coke right now. BRING ONE TO ME. NOW NA. Hahaha =)

- You know, sometimes I wondered if I were a bit richer, would it make me happier than how I am right now? Not that I'm not happy, I just want to prove if "money can't really buy me happiness". Well, rich people seem happy, as how I see it in their Facebook profiles. I just want to know what it's like to be in their shoes.

Mmkay. That's all. I'm really sleepy. Ganayyyt. :-3

-Geline.=]