New Shiznits

Ahh! I missed blogging. It's been way too long since I've written my last post. I'm baaaaack (for the nth time) =))

Anyway. After the bumpy road, things have been going smoothly for me. I've done a lot of things during the Christmas break that I wanna continue doing till whenever.

1.) We started fixing our house. This is one of the things that really excite me because arranging furniture, buying utensils and homewares, beautifying our home is one of the things that always makes me happy. I just love it when everything looks nice. Although it's a long way to go, my mom and I have plans on how we should arrange the house (including our deserted "terrace"). So yah, I'm very excited about this.

2.) Clothes and cosmetics! I'm so excited to buy a new shade of lipstick, one that looks really natural on me, something that's peach-y in color. I'm also excited to buy new clothes. I've been listing down specific pieces and accessories that I want so I will be able to buy them. The thing with shopping is when you don't have a specific thing to buy, you end up buying random objects (yes, objects) that you don't really need and end up not using them at all. So lists are important. I somehow want to change my wardrobe and my fashion sense (not in a drastic way though) cause I can't stay cutie-cutie and childish forever. I'd still keep my favorites, but I think as I mature, I think my clothes should, too.

3.) I really, really want to get close to Him. Since I started dorming, my spiritual life has dwindled in a considerable extent. Add to that the business of school and other distractions that hindered me from concentrating on God. The recent bus bombing made me realize again that every day is a gift and we shouldn't waste time doing things that don't really matter, or things that displease the Lord. You will never know until your time is up and it is better to live each day as if it was our last. I wanna start reading the Bible more feverently and pray intensely.

4.) Boys suck! I'm kidding. Hahaha. Once again, I was brought in the same place that I always felt God want me to be. I'm just happy and contented. I do a lot of things and I don't feel incomplete. I'm a person of my own. I don't need a guy to depend on to be happy. I'm way past the point of trying, wishing, hoping, desperately seeking. I was never that kind of person anyway. If I find him, I'll know it. If I don't then I won't see it as a misfortune. It's not like I don't believe in romance anymore, but I felt that my heart was beaten and torn down so many times that I find it hard to start the vicious cycle once again. I don't wanna be affected in the same way over the wrong person ever again. I'm willing to take a risk, but only for the right person for me. I have a lot to offer and I wanna give this to the right person at the right time. For the meantime, this aspect of my life can wait. I know I just have so much ahead of me and God always has wonderful plans.

5.) I'm excited with my new hobbies! I wanna sell tshirts and merchandise online, I wanna write articles, I wanna play badminton, frisbee, roller blades, guitar, flute, chess. Ako na! Ako na talaga. I wanna do gardening, take care of a pet, be an advocate of world peace (labo). =)) But seriously, I want to do so many things. It's the high you get after rising up from a "down" in your life.

God is good! Life is good! I'm very happy. =)